How selfish for one can be?
Insist that I dont want, and you guys push us forward.
After all its just for yourself.
Think about it. It is just too much.
Hate this kind of bullshit.
Go fuck yourself if you really cant get that shit in your freaking brain
Labels: Bullshit
Perhaps I think too much:)
Yesterday was almost too hot man!
Is candle time! Few years down the row we have been having this practise, and year after age we are more experience. :D Fireworks was spectacular :)) Got chance I would post it.
Spend a few hours on LAN, seriously, it was freaking fun man!
Got the first hour and it got me two more.
It was seriously additive. Go go go~
What is it that I have been really chasing over the past few months?
The you that I once know or the you that have change over the relationship?
I have did a lot of shit in the past. Not knowing how much that it will hurt any others.
But I'm willing to change. You said that you will to give me chance to change, but is it really the fact, the fact that doesnt show the least within this few months?
You said you wont want to go thru the same shit relationship problem again, even when now I'm with you. Then what am I to you when you are saying this? Or even when you delete what I have tag on your board, is it really because I made you piss over the comment or you are afraid to let other know about it? Just like when you let your hands off when you see your friends?
So many things that you had said to me, but seriously, which is really you?
I smash my ego and pride just to wait for the day that you will really love me and return,
but is it really the you that I really want to spend the rest of my life with? Or is it the you that would raise your voice over the phone, hang my phone, the one that wouldnt even want to talk to me, or the one that would go all over me after so much more?
I really regret what I've done, I cant explain how much more I would be, but I really love you, and I will be.
But face the fact, maybe its better for me to let go, for us to stop pretending.
It's been a while since I last blog!
Was asked why does all my blog post all so emotional and stuff, it doesnt take me even seconds to figure out the answer.
All along there will be this lady of mine that would always be there to listen to what I have to say, no matter what shit I'm talking about she would always entertain me, and talk to me.
Only when shit gone bad then I realise I got no one to talk to, only left my this blog for me to bitch about. Thing shouldnt be this way, and will not be this way anymore, you aint there no more. Guess it's time I shall lead my life.
Happy things finally! HAHA!
Chalet with W35E was a bomb!
Awesome class, awesome 3 days 2 nights.
Had a lot of fun, including early celebration of my coach and yes! it is Kevin yap birthday.
HAHAH! Damn fun, damn fantastic. I like~:D
Heng, Kevin, Jecinda, GJ, Sheng de! Love the fun man.
Tho there may not be everyone, but with you guys, I really enjoy a lot:)
Took LOADSSSS of photo and also LOADDSSS of video!
Shall be up on my Facebook I guess, and for those who I have not add, do add me up on my Facebook:)
Sorry Shawn, I'm not able to attend your birthday party, really sorry.
But still! HAPPY 18 DUDE!:D
Labels: you aint there
Oh, my love, my darling
I`ve hungered for your touch, a long lonely time
And time goes by, so slowly and time can do so much
Are you, still mine?
I need your love, I need your love
God speed your love to me
Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea
To the waiting arms of the sea
Lonely rivers cry, wait for me, wait for me
To the open arms, wait for me
My love, my darling, I`ve hungered for your kiss
Are you still mine?
I need your love, I need your love
God, speed your love, to me
Labels: Are you still mine?
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day
